Saturday, August 26, 2006
time slip past without notifying us and before we know it, it's prelims already. it's kinda amazing that it has already been 4 years in css and the sec1 oreintation'o3 seems to be like just yesterday.
anyway this is for my captain. (haha.)
probably we should just thank what had happened in sec1, which eventually brought us closer. because of no apparent reason. thank goodness i didn't got into the same class as you in sec3, else i think we would get "sick" of each other again.
yeah, it was shocking what had happened yesterday during the photo taking. maybe because i don't really feel the anger and disappointment that you had felt. but still, i have the same advice for you as ytd, don't compare the team that you've lead to the previous batches alright?
i've already analysed for you that the lack of the basic foundation is not there. it's not that you don't know that even a building without a strong foundation will collapse eventually. after all, you should be glad that at least some of them are determined to change, though i guess it will take a long time to see the result, if there's even any.
think about it, if you hadn't reminded me of those days, i guess it won't really bothered me. the previous batches had everything planned nicely for them, the batch now has everything planned nicely for them too. but for ours? it just so happened that we have to think on out own feet.
we only had like 1.5 years of good life and the other 2 years, we are like nomads travelling to any available space for trainings, plus we had to carry the many tubes of shuttles with us like some siao kia. but it's a pity that we can't do anything to improve our situation, for the fucking school refused to help us.
they rather save the hall space for the performing arts than for badminton; their budget for badminton is so fucking little till we have to fork out our own expenses for outside courts and we have to end up hiring that fucking potato coach and did and the fucking pointless drills. we had so much complains but did they even attend to any of it? no, not at all.
it's really sad and heart-breaking to see how ms phoon had to worry and find solutions for us, cause these problems lasted for like 2 years and she still had to chao xin for us despite her having so much other classes to teach. not sure if she told you this before, but she once mentioned to biyun and i that she mentioned to the fucking freaky principal about our plight for a couple of times but that fucking woman did not do anything to help. and so sorry but i've no grateful feelings for mr lim.
but still, we still trained at the fucking small space in fuhua and we survived through.
at the end of the day, u're the best captain so far, maybe other than gwen's batch. at least i feel that u're much better than peihuang and yiting. gwen's batch also had to start from the scratch, but peihuang's and yiting's had the fixed venues and trainings, then it's yours. we had to si chu ben bo even it means for the 1-2 hours of training.
no doubt that i kept complaining to you about our trainings (haha) but wo men hai shi ao guo lai le, bu shi ma? and please, for heaven's sake, stop saying that u're a bad captain and that u have not led the team well. at least, we had experienced what it is like to run all over the estate just for a pathetic training ground and even the team now had let you down, you still have the sec4s (though with much complains) who had stuck with you in times of thick and thin, isn't it?
so be proud that you're the badminton captain of o4-o6, my friend! =)
aye aye, captain! xP
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